Karenyun♥

Monday, April 21

Well, i went out after that emo night.
Went to find panzy&co at javiour's place.
His place was awesome! Regret not bringing my digital cam.
Slacked awhile and panzy& me headed home together.
Its been awhile since we last met and all the craps are back!
Once i stepped in my house,mom was like singing again..
Nagged and nagged. I know im like an infillial daughter.
Sometimes just hope to give her a hug and tell her 'sorry'.
But yeah, i still wondering why i didnt do it.

Alright, woke up at 7pm on sunday.
Went to work straight. The crowd was not bad.
I didnt really drink! (: 'Proud' of myself.

Saturday,
Town with noellewong.

This car is beautiful!

Chill-out at starbucks,

I dont think she've good camera skills!

Noellewong with my bag,

And me, with her kuku bag.

Back to amk kpool, this is the uber funny guy, cedric!

17th of april, (thursday)

Consecutive 3days drunk, my gastric couldn't hang on so i went to gh.

On drip for a couple of hours.

I should really stop drinking!

Sunday, April 20

Overwhelmed by loneliness.
Tears rolled down while im on my way home.
No urge to call anyone, just have the urge to cry out loud.
Cry out all my misery, unhappiness and all.
Ive no idea what's going wrong in me.
It all just happened so sudden.
I guess its all because, all my close girlfriends are attached while im......
Afterall, it doesnt pay to be nice.
I'll just be left behind alone once again.
So just fucking fuck it.
I dont want to be understanding anymore.
I just fucking feels like throwing temper at everyone and walk away.

Its time for me to think for myself and be independent.
Im not gonna depend on anyone anymore.
No more! Seriously, just fuck this shits!