Monday, November 24

I had been on a job search, but after the interview-ed with few boutiques.
I had an urge to just slack at home and shake my legs.
The dreadful feelings of attending work,waking up early,going work on time were driving me nuts.
My carefree life have finally reached its end.
Repeating spending worthless money on taxis and miscellaneous.
Allll my money have finally been used up.
Sigh. Somehow, I just wish the results would be up soon and it'll be the time for school.
I really missed school life, the innocent thoughts, playful and rebellion period.
Bunch of friends sitting together gossiping or studying.
Now every one of us separated. School,work and we're going different life.
I really hoped to go back to those innocent babies life. Eat,sleep,cry,shit and covered with loves.
Oh. I should really stop dreaming and find a stable job soon before the Thunder starts again.

. . . . I love you . . . .
I had actually been pondering hard about us after that huge fight the other night.
You really did left me going away with tears which were flowing like an endless river.
Perhaps things have been better right now but i really hoped that you'll change and stop giving me disappointment.